Graduation.
Turns out my brother can’t make it to my graduation.
Like it hurts enough that my mom isn’t physically going to be there but the fact that my brother can’t go either just makes it 10 times worse.
Yeah okay my mom is going to be there in spirit it’s just annoying because I won’t be able to hug her after the ceremony, or take pictures with her, or do anything with my mom, my best friend. It’s been almost 2 years and as life goes on it seems like I need her now more than ever because I have all of these big decisions I need to make for my future. I just want my mommy back.
Sitting here complaining about it isn’t going to bring her back and I know this, it just hurts too bad sometimes. Ever since she died I’ve felt this emptiness within me. I just want it to go away.
